before i was a mom

before i was a mom i never knew what autism was. i heard of autism but i honestly didn't know what it was. i thought it was only a disorder boys could get and that they only flapped and didn't acknowledge anyone around them but now i know different. before i was a mom i never had to worry about seizures or what to do if someone is having one. now i know what to do. before i was a mom i never road in an ambulance but now iv rode in an ambulance 3 times. before i was a mom i had never been to the hospital as many times as i have since iv had lexi. now we go to the hospital every 3 months for an mri. and we have unexpected admissions. there are alot of things that iv done for the first time since iv had lexi. some good and some bad. but she is my world.